Incomplete pain of love....

I wish ..... Incomplete pain of love ....Its kind off incomplete..i felt yet js wrote it <3  :-) 

Nt much 2 say,nt much 2 hear,i js feel I want sum beer, 
Loosing u was nt ma fear, bt,nt having u hurt me n nw its paining here, :'( <3
Evrytime I close ma eyes..i culd c u in ma dream, 
u Holding ma hands n I feel as if I am eating a chocolate icecream, 
I wish it wasnt js a dream n sumthng dat culd last 4 long,sumthng dat wuld make me feel gud n js nuthing go wrong,bt I guess it has to end dis way n I knw em really gona miss dis feeling..n Js could c u again in ma dreams when I wil b sleeping! 
Do u knw I couldnt sleep since last n9t, :(
If i js got sum chance den I culd fight.. 
Y is falling so easy.. yet difficult to act wise.. 
wil I gt another love-shot..bt,nw em so caught! 
i Cnt speak much, 
cn still feel ma heart <3 n d way u touch.. 
i knw I wuld b alright..still I feel so tight.. 
sumthng is still holding me..i wish it ws js u n me! ;) :)
i wish it didnt had 2 end dis way, 
coz nw I feel so gray.. 
Evrythng seam 2 have fade away.. 
Is this js a feeling or pain of lossing.. 
sumthng whch ws nvr meant 2 b mine or should I keep some hope n js keep trying!